LALALALALA
you'd never guess from the title that im writing this journal in good spirits...

anyways!
i have all the reason in the world to be happy
i have lots of friends and family who love me (though sometimes with my attitudes i make it hard to show it)
i've always wanted pets and i have so many which is a great thing!

i still don't have a boyfriend...but i think maybe my inability to commit to a guy is a good thing for right now....i wouldn't be able to focus on anything other than him...and thats just plain unhealthy...


i had a shitty day in school today...but you know what....i came home and there was food, there was water coming out of the pipes...which sometimes isnt the case, there was a bed a couch and a warm family there...most of the time.

i love my life...im just immature sometimes...ill live